I am very competitive

I can't help it. I need to win at everything I do. I am on a message board and every month there is a sign up for most posts in a month. I won it in March and I am on track to win it in April. Then on this same board there is a hangman game. A new game has been posted 3 times and I have won it all three times.

I don't even let up when playing board games with my own kids. I have to win, I am sorry kids if I make you cry. One day you will understand.

Now if I was on Biggest Loser I might feel compelled to lose this blasted weight, but it will never happen. For the following reasons: 1) I am not going on national tv where MILLIONS upon MILLIONS of people can see my weight. I don't even own a scale!
2) People I know will watch the show to see how I do, b/c I am a chatterbox and will blab that my fat ass will be on tv. 3) I will cry if I get kicked off the show b/c I did not win. 4)the camera adds 10 pounds and I am fat enough already 5) I might fail. This is my biggest fear, i tell you this competitive thing is a sickness. So if I just don't do it, then I can't lose and I can remain happy!