Been a depressing last few months

I have been down in the dumps. My life is I don't know. I am tired of taking care of everyone. No one ever takes care of me.

I have a disabled husband that has in honesty been pretty useless since he can barely walk. He is a 33 year old with 90 year legs due to arthritis from his car accident. Earlier this month he had surgery to remove all the hardware. He has been sitting on the couch for the past 2 weeks.

My house is shit. There is more freaking clutter piling up then I can shake a stick at. I am not June Cleaver. I can't do it all, I just can't and the house suffers.

Oh well, I am being honest here. I hate what my life has become. The stress is getting to me and I am getting more and more headaches and stomachaches.

Well until next time.